Just want to say a very big thank you to everyone here
(((((((((((((all at Havoca)))))))))) you are a wonderful group of people but I know I will never do anything but sit on outside and I feel I need to delete my profile and hopefully when things are different I will be able to post using my own name. But not at the moment.
I'm really sorry you're leaving..... I think you're closing down and running away. And whilst that's your decision and I have to respect that I also feel sad that you couldn't stay and continue your journey with the rest of us.
We'll still be here for you waiting.
I don't know what else to say. We'll miss you - I'll miss you Numb. I don't like goodbyes - they're too final.....
hope you are ok, we are here anytime to listen and support. I know you went to see your T yesterday, hope that went ok. Please take care and hope to hear from you when you feel able.
Numb i know we dont know one another that well, so i hope its alright for me to say that i will miss seeing your name around the boards (and i really do mean that). I dont like goodbyes either, so im not going to say goodbye...because it leaves the door open more easily (I hope) for you to walk back through. If this is what you need to do for yourself then you should, but...just think about it, maybe tomorrow things will look differently, i dont know, but i hope you know i'm here, where all here for you anytime.
You must do what you feel is right but Just before you go you are a valuable person who I am sure I speak for all when I say you have shown nothing but kindness and support
remember we are always here for you if you want to drop by or even if you change your mind we all get to a point when we think s*d it but you need to no our doors will never be closed to you
along with everyone here, i will miss seeing your name and posts here. i know how hard it is to post sometimes when you feel bad, i deleted a whole post yesterday!
please dont delete your profile, leave it open, then whenever you feel just like saying hi, you can and we will be here to say hi back.
you are a good special person that deserves so much hapiness in life, i wish i could help you more.