Despite all that has happened to me I am an extremely lucky person, after three attempts I found my soul mate. I am fortunate to have two beautiful daughters and two lovely grandchildren. I after many years of being a “gypsy” now am settled in my lovely little home. And despite my very unpromising start in life I have actually achieved a lot, success as a mother, educational achievements, I would say a successful business, but this year has been a bit of a disaster (but with hard work it will pick up again). I can still enjoy such things as music, the garden, books, the very occasional walk along the river. Today has ended up as being not bad at all, and it’s raining again!! And then there ar things that do make me laugh or at the very least titter occasionally - I am not that miserable very needy person all of the time, although as one is going through the needy moments they can consume me.
The only thing that is worrying is when will I be diagnosed as "insane"???
Surely living on a roller coaster cant be sustainable?