This is my second attempt at this - still not sure
Please ignore if it makes not sense
I am just so fed up of being in the pit - fed up of the depession/failure/panic/fear - useless springs to mind as being a good description of me at present Just wish I could turn the clock back a few years to when I had a soulmate for a husband and no memories of the past.
Therapy has been so difficult the past few weeks but yesterday I was able to tell her how I was isolating and we had a long discussion over safety. Shocked me how unsafe I have felt past few weeks.
Guess I am feeling lonely and unsure of how I will ever get through this journey of healing.
We can all probably relate to what you have told us. It does not make your situation any better but...you're not alone! All of us here are ONE. We feel the same things, we have been through the same things and each of us feels for each other.
I wish you the support you need at this time and just knowing that people do listen and care, I hope will provide strenght for you. Look after yourself and stay in contact.
What you wrote doesnt sound negative...they are your feelings and thoughts (and all of them are welcome here). I wish things where brighter for you, your in my thoughts.