Because this is a forum I feel I can trust I would like to ask that at sometime in the future if it would be possible for something to be included on satanic ritual abuse In asking this I have given away a huge part of me and that is frightening and I hope it does not cause to much disgust to othersbut maybe it shows I am ready to move on and being honest there is not much around on this except expert views and statistics which I don't understand.
Many many thanks for this section I have read it briefly and know that a lot of hard work has been put into it. I actually thought for the first time someone understood. I felt that it acknowledged the guilt the grief and the misunderstandings surrounding my abuse. Something I am holding close to me tonight is the part which included you don't have to forgive I have struggled with this so many therapists have maintained I should. I never will.
If I may I will post in the ritual abuse message section there are lots of secrets I need to tell There is a future that cannot be as bleak as my past I need to tell the secrets where it is safe and for that I am greatful to all of you on this forum.
thank you once again for the hard work on this section maybe I am not such a freak maybe I am not such a bad person maybe I didn't deserve the punishments maybe I have finally found the support I have been looking for maybe I will no longer be judged