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i am so so sorry feel like am lettin you all down but dont think i can take much more of this ti am trying so hard to cope with all this s**t but it is getting on top of me now my head just wants to blow up been like this for the past few weaks hopeing it would just settle down again but it hasnt its just getting to much for me the memorrys the thoughts anger pain am hurtin so bad just now  cant control it i wish i was  sorry

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Leckie,


Believe me I know exactly how you are feeling, but for the sake of your children you will learn to cope, believe me there is no other way.  You cannot hurt those that you love, can you.


Be kind to yourself, give youserlf credit for what you have already achieved, do not let those that abused you win.


Take loving care


segelov



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Hey Leckie,


It's ok, It;s not easy at all, and you don't have to say sorry, you have so much to deal with right now, so you have to look after you, right know luuk after you, make sure your in a safe place, and just try and relax alittle.


here for you


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hi leckie,


your not letting us down, dont apologise for posting on here, we will always listen. i know your in a bad place right now, but you will get through it and we are here for you.


have you been to your gp about this, they may be able to help slighty, ease the strength of your pain, to a more bearable copeable level.


stay safe


jane



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Hi Leckie


Ditto to what everyone else has said.  Also we're SURVIVORS.  We've survived.  If you don't stay with us then THEY have won. YOUR LIFE IS WORTH INFINITELY MORE than theirs.  YOU ARE PRECIOUS Leckie.  


And we care about you here.  Keep posting, keep talking, please keep going.  


If you don't stay then what sort of legacy are you leaving behind?


Holding you in my thoughts, and my prayers tonight.


liz x



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Hey Leckie,


Please try and find something to comfort yourself, sounds really tough.  We are all thinking of you tonight and willing you to find the strength and belief to get through this. Take extra care.


ellie



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Leckie


I am sitting here thinking of you hoping you are feeling better I am so proud of you you never let anyone down your love for those you care about shines through don't let them win you are worth much more


Take gentle care


Amanda 



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Hi Leckie


It's a new day, the sun is shining here - well actually it comes and it goes.... 


Just wondering how you feel this morning after spiralling so low last night.  Maybe  your spirits will have lifted a tad - I hope so - but however you are today please let us know.  Sometimes it just gets all too much and I'm glad that you felt able to share some of your pain. 


You know there will always be someone here to listen and be there.  I guess that's the beauty of this place that people are here 24/7.  Especially since this seems to be very much a global setting.  Which means someone is always awake and that kinds of offers reassurance doesn't? We're never completely alone. 


Still holding you in my thoughts


liz x



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When I'm feeling that way it's like sliding down a cliff face. So here's me reaching my arm over the edge for you to grab onto. Please take my hand and come up again. Three years ago I was getting the extreme triggers closer and closer togehter and seeing no future. But I resisted doing anything stupid by thinking of my family. They didn't deserve that. Then I found out I might have cancer shortly before Christmas. Suddenly it wasn't up to me anymore and it changed how I felt. Thought it might be the last Christmas I had with my family 'cos I'd had the symptoms for so long wasn't much chance of pulling through. After several bleak months found out it was benign. Still get the bad triggers and despair but it's changed my outlook. The following Christmas was wonderful. The year before I didn't think I'd even be there. Just because you can't see better times doesn't mean they're not going to happen. I know it gets real tough sometimes and there's no need to say sorry but just keep hanging on. Please grab my arm and come back up.


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