alone and scared

jane · Experienced Member

alone and scared

claudine · Moderator

Hey Janey,

I don't know but I'll try. I always feel alone. No matter how many people may be around. The isolation is ever present. I don't want to try and guess too much because that probably won't make you feel alot better. I always worry that sharing my pain and misery will hurt those listening in some way. It's so hard to talk sometimes. I find it much easier to write. I hadn't even told my therapist about some of the worst abuse until just recently. I've been seeing her for six freakin' years! But I wrote about it first. That helped loosen it up just enough to get me talking. I keep shutting back down, so I write some more. But, I know how important it is to feel like someones listening. That's why I fought my fear of posting. We've got your back. Start with a little. Take your time. There's people here listening and they want to help.

c

ellie · Senior Member

Jane,

be gentle on yourself, we are here and can understand that its hurting. You dont need a lot of words to get things across, symbol works just fine. How about just tapping out single words about how your feeling? thinking of you.

ellie

jem · Veteran Member

Hey Jane,

Dont worry, you dont need to say anything, I think we all know how alone and scared you are.The other thing is that its difficult to say words that will help you feel better.

I had a message off Liz and I took these words with me when eventually I went to sleep last night, and I will say them to you now.

I am carrying you in my thoughts.

Jane, you will be with me all day, I will try and surround you with as much love and care as I can.

Stay safe Jane,

Jem

liz · Experienced Member

Hi Jane

Sometimes there just aren't any words in the English language which can convey just where we are, how we are.

And what you've written is enough for us to know you're hurting and in pain. Knowing that doesn't make it better and I'm not suggesting it does but we can be there for you.

When I've posted at my lowest times writing it down has helped to get it out and to know that others will read it and take it on board and understand and be there - well that makes just so much difference. You're not alone here.

I can identify closely with something of where you are now. Just hang on in there and let us be there for you.

Take care Jane and try and be gentle with yourself.

Liz x

jane · Experienced Member

hi,

i just want to say thanks for being there. i couldnt put the feeling into words, but you understood. you are such special people.

thankyou

stay safe always

jane