this is crazy. i think im fine and im coping and then bang im right back again and just cant cope. the last week has been just awful im angry and scared and i dont know what im doing. ive been so depressed, worse than ever before. do i have to get up every morning and face this for the rest of my life? is it always gonna come back and drag me down again when im just starting to be happy? how can i get past this when i know that its always gonna come back.
i thought i was good, thought i had a handle on things, thought it was getting easier and that i could accept what happened. i cant. how can i when its always gona come back? no matter what i do?
how do i get past this can anyone help me? where do i go from this point?
im sorry i know this is bad but i dont know where to turn.
Frog again, I saw your post and had to reply. This may not help, I don't know, but it's kept me going alot, I am half irish!
"An Irish Blessing" May the road rise to meet you...May the wind be always at your back...May the sunshine warm upon your face...May the rains fall soft upon your fields...And, until we meet again...May God hold you in the hollow of his hand
It seems you are not the only one whose been goin "through it," so to speak. I have been down for a week now and come back on-line to see many posts of how people are feeling really down. I dont know what is going on and think the change in season may be affecting in some way. I may be talking rubbish, I dont know? It has been great support to see us all pulling together in support and that has lifted me. I hope things get better for you . Take care in the knowledge that we are all together and are slowly working as one.