Hi

That's a really interesting point.  When I first read your post I dismissed it immediately, feeling that it didn't apply to me.  But after careful consideration it occurrred to me that I did need to practise the game before I showed anyone else.  Deep down I didn't want to fail in front of them.  It might be normal competitive behaviour, but I wonder how much of my competitiveness is driven as a result of my psychological abuse as a child?

Something to think about - thanks.

Warm regards

Jamie